the other side of amalnut

i can't find my diary, well i have to write somehwere don't i?

i woke up. Late, so i skipped a shower and ran off for class. i mean, how unhygenic can i get right? but i swear i've never ever done that before, it's my first time, and boy does it suck. glad class was just for an hour though, so i ran back and got a really nice shower, it was freezing like shit outside, and started doing my assignment which was due like a few hours later. It's only human nature for us to do last minute jobs when it comes to assignment, so Dr Pete Kinny says, and i agree with him. Oh anyway, i got to see Dr Timms again for structural geology, and a good thing he's actually cute, so at least i have something to look forward to in class other then some hell-ish looking folds and foliations.

so i got back and then the whole lot of us went out for dinner in Vic park, it was nice and wallet-drying if you know what i mean, then got back home again.

So that's my day, same old, same old. I'm bored, and I'm boring. I don't like to be boring, I like to be spontaneous and just, you know, get out there and blow my brains out. See so i suppose that's why i can never stick to any guy. I was, and I am looking for something, but I just really can't say what it is. So when i couldn't find it, i call it quits and move on. See? I'm crazy, i know. Looking for something but not knowing what it is? Have you ever had that? you know, like waking up and finding that you're a common person. You grow up, get married and die in a ripe old age? Gosh, i wouldn't want to be that. I would want something to happen somewhere in between that, something that doesn't make me a person who just lived and died and have nothing to be remembered by.

If i really, really can create my own life journey, here's what i want. A job that i love, and have nothing to be stressed about. Good lifetime salary so I can shop for ANYTHING!! A guy who loves me more and leaves me alone, because I like space. I love my space, and it's not like I'm an ice queen or anything, i just like to be left alone at certain times so that i can actually have my own life.

Then kids that i adopted. i'm never into this whole baby talk and stuff. I dunno, it's not exactly my subject and I've always had this rolling-eyes impression when all other girls are talking about marriage and kids and all that stuff. It's not that i don't want to get married or whatever, but hey, come on, i'm 19 and frankly i don't think anyone below 23 should even think about all that stuff. too scary.

oh, okay, back to the adoption thingy. so here's what i think, so many kids are abandoned in this world, so why not save them instead of shooting out more babies out of your ovari? right? plus it's minus the whole labour-nightmare you see on telly anyway. now wouldn't that be cool. Adopted kids, and a guy who has his own football boys' night so he'll leave me alone, and a different, more adventurous life. I can then retain my ovari as well as my real life. Yay!

oh, wait, calling to myself from planet earth. that was just day-dreaming. not like it's gonna happen anyway.

okay, so there you go. now where the hell is my diary??

great sayings that i love..check it!

okay, so who says i've been doing completely nothing when i'm at home? i read like every fashion bible available and saw every existing TV show on my screen, and here are some really meaningful quotes that i love. some of them are from friends as well!

"The right bag gives the right attitude on how you dress. even if you're not wearing much but you're carrying the 'it' bag, you'll be at the centre stage." - Jessica Alba-

"The first impression is the LAST impression." - some unknown popstar-

"It's the chase. The chasing game for someone you like is the actual excitement of flirting. when that's done, there's nothing left." - Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy -

"Everyone has problems. Suck it up." - Christina Yang, Grey's Anatomy -

" There is no one in this world that's not involved with fashion" - The Devil Wears Prada-

"Great cooking is all about simplicity." - Nigella, Travel and Living-

" Sexy is about confidence. it's not about how much you flash your flesh." - Jennifer Lopez -

" Marry someone different. Then you'll never get bored." - anonymous-

ok, that's it for now. will update you later!

HELLOOOO!!

Just dropping by to say i can't WAIT to start over!

FOR COMRADES ONLY, READ IT!! FOR NON SSPIANS, SOD OFF!

Today, i just thought, if i die today, what are the things that i might want to say to those who knows me in the world? My family sees me all the time, they know everything about me from day 1. But there's a special group of people that i haven't seen for ages, and ages might turn to a whole lifetime, if i ever die and never get to see them again. Is it fair when you pass a phase of your lifetime, where you learn everything from getting your first 'bejot' to all the little things in life, friendship, and all the baby steps that makes u an older person with the most wonderful people you'll ever meet and never see them again? so in this blog, i'm throwing out dedications for some of my mates in SSp! hear, hear!!

Raudhatul Akmal

What is it that we don't share in common. Knowing you is good enough, but getting to know your family gives u a very special place in my brain? there's no food that doesn't remind me of you (seriously!don't take it as an insult!). dunkin donuts, u used to love the double egg croissont, sizzling food, lays, kettle chips, everything! people who enjoys life like you reamins my idol, and i'm pretty sure that in my life i will never again meet someone as lovable as you! we used to have so much fun, didn't we? the prep-escaping plot, the late night feasts, the gossips, the juniors. sometimes i feel sad that those days seemed so long ago, and know i don't know what has become of you and u also don't know what has become of me. sure, we know generals things like where we r studying now or whether we have boyfriends, but we used to know so much more that didn't we? we knew every single small problems, every nosebleed, every sick day, every piece of baju kurung we have, and every single zits and gossips. all the little details in life, we used to know that. But who's to blame? We moved on, and those days when we witnessed each others' life growing up had passed, and boy do i miss it. i really do miss you, you know!

Dimmy

I thought, and i still think, that you are the funnest person around. I love you for who u are, the music that you love (remember nsync?kuakuakua!!), the movies, the life, the little baby brothers! it's okay that we both are not perfect, we both don't lead the perfect blonde and rich life, but who cares? i've got u and u've got me and that's all that mattered. the bus trip days- sigh, will be remembered for as long as i live. there's not a second when i watch a funny movie that i don't think of you! i wished that i was able to watch it with you! all those little things that we went through, the late night mengigau (think HAIR, dimmy), the fun stuff, i just love u for it!

Diyana Fadila

Crazy, crazy, crazy! we just love gossips, don't we? u, me and odah used to be a match made in heaven! we beat the charli's angels! sure, we have slightly bigger hips but whatever! i remebered that when i feel bad i used to go and talk to u because u can always make me feel better! what happened to you? what happened to us? God i wish i could just turn back the clock to those days when i could just jump on your bed when i'm unhappy. back then there were no boys to get in the way, no skinny-trend that we have to starve for, i loved it. growing up with friends was fun, but growing with you is just awesome!maybe someday we'll meet again, which i'm pretty sure we will because we're in the same field, and i can't wait to make up for lost time!

Band girls

Mimi, zetot, butet, merotte, if there's another term for macho gals, it's you! love all the fun and illegal stuff we used to do!

Hanamai

Well, i have a good feeling i'll be seeing you real soon, so all that has to be said will be said then!

For those that i haven't mentioned, i will soon, but now i have to go for dinner! toodles!   

FOR COMRADES ONLY, READ IT!! FOR NON SSPIANS, SOD OFF!

Today, i just thought, if i die today, what are the things that i might want to say to those who knows me in the world? My family sees me all the time, they know everything about me from day 1. But there's a special group of people that i haven't seen for ages, and ages might turn to a whole lifetime, if i ever die and never get to see them again. Is it fair when you pass a phase of your lifetime, where you learn everything from getting your first 'bejot' to all the little things in life, friendship, and all the baby steps that makes u an older person with the most wonderful people you'll ever meet and never see them again? so in this blog, i'm throwing out dedications for some of my mates in SSp! hear, hear!!

Raudhatul Akmal

What is it that we don't share in common. Knowing you is good enough, but getting to know your family gives u a very special place in my brain? there's no food that doesn't remind me of you (seriously!don't take it as an insult!). dunkin donuts, u used to love the double egg croissont, sizzling food, lays, kettle chips, everything! people who enjoys life like you reamins my idol, and i'm pretty sure that in my life i will never again meet someone as lovable as you! we used to have so much fun, didn't we? the prep-escaping plot, the late night feasts, the gossips, the juniors. sometimes i feel sad that those days seemed so long ago, and know i don't know what has become of you and u also don't know what has become of me. sure, we know generals things like where we r studying now or whether we have boyfriends, but we used to know so much more that didn't we? we knew every single small problems, every nosebleed, every sick day, every piece of baju kurung we have, and every single zits and gossips. all the little details in life, we used to know that. But who's to blame? We moved on, and those days when we witnessed each others' life growing up had passed, and boy do i miss it. i really do miss you, you know!

Dimmy

I thought, and i still think, that you are the funnest person around. I love you for who u are, the music that you love (remember nsync?kuakuakua!!), the movies, the life, the little baby brothers! it's okay that we both are not perfect, we both don't lead the perfect blonde and rich life, but who cares? i've got u and u've got me and that's all that mattered. the bus trip days- sigh, will be remembered for as long as i live. there's not a second when i watch a funny movie that i don't think of you! i wished that i was able to watch it with you! all those little things that we went through, the late night mengigau (think HAIR, dimmy), the fun stuff, i just love u for it!

Diyana Fadila

Crazy, crazy, crazy! we just love gossips, don't we? u, me and odah used to be a match made in heaven! we beat the charli's angels! sure, we have slightly bigger hips but whatever! i remebered that when i feel bad i used to go and talk to u because u can always make me feel better! what happened to you? what happened to us? God i wish i could just turn back the clock to those days when i could just jump on your bed when i'm unhappy. back then there were no boys to get in the way, no skinny-trend that we have to starve for, i loved it. growing up with friends was fun, but growing with you is just awesome!maybe someday we'll meet again, which i'm pretty sure we will because we're in the same field, and i can't wait to make up for lost time!

Band girls

Mimi, zetot, butet, merotte, if there's another term for macho gals, it's you! love all the fun and illegal stuff we used to do!

Hanamai

Well, i have a good feeling i'll be seeing you real soon, so all that has to be said will be said then!

For those that i haven't mentioned, i will soon, but now i have to go for dinner! toodles!   

why oh why??

things that are bothering me in my sleep and in my wake!!

1. my chemistry mid semester test (help!)

2. my geology finals (double help!)

3. my weight ( noooo....)

4. my life (as always)

5. my height (ha, as if there's a solution to THAT)

well basically that's it. and then there's all the little things, like;

1. how can i reduce sleep and increase productivity?

2. how can i stop eating, for God's sake?

3. HOW DO I KILL THAT STUPID CAT WHICH KEEPS COMING TO MY HOUSE??

4. how do i make hazman hadi grow up for at least two minutes?

5. how to murder aman and toss his body into a dumpster.

okay.bye.thank you

why oh why??

things that are bothering me in my sleep and in my wake!!

1. my chemistry mid semester test (help!)

2. my geology finals (double help!)

3. my weight ( noooo....)

4. my life (as always)

5. my height (ha, as if there's a solution to THAT)

well basically that's it. and then there's all the little things, like;

1. how can i reduce sleep and increase productivity?

2. how can i stop eating, for God's sake?

3. HOW DO I KILL THAT STUPID CAT WHICH KEEPS COMING TO MY HOUSE??

4. how do i make hazman hadi grow up for at least two minutes?

5. how to murder aman and toss his body into a dumpster.

okay.bye.thank you

og God oh God oh god! are you as observant as me?

Hi all you movie freaks!! Did you know, after a long, time-wasting experience watching movies my whole life, i was able to make a few obvious observations about the general idea of the movie. read on, read on! this is such a FASCINATING DISCOVERY!!

1. In a chick flick, the main actress always have a funny company, like a gay best friend or a fat woman who's neverv as pretty as herself. NOT FAIR!!

2. When a person picks up a phone in the movies, they never say 'Hello?', right? Think about it! and they never say goodbye either. They just hang up.

3. In action movies, the hero is always all buffed up and good looking. Why does a superhero has to be that way? When you think about it, why can't a superhero looks like the mamak roti canai at Restoran Bismillah?

4. Did you realise, even when the character just woke up from a long night's sleep, they still have their makeup perfectly applied? TIPU!!

okai, that's all. Tahta!

MY FIRST GAJI!!!!

okay, so last night before i went to sleep, i had this sort of vision of what i'm going to spend my money on with my FIRST GAJI!! i know, what a total idiot, right? i mean, i'm still in my first year, and God kows how much Petronas will pay for my first paycheck anyway, but ha, i guess i better make a list right now so my life will be a lot easier once i get my pay later (God, i am such a daydreamer). so here's the freakin' list, and although it might seem virtually impossible, well, that's me i guess. always living in a fairy tale =)

1. Buy a Christion Dior handbag, the SAME thing i saw Cameron Diaz wore in the OK magazine.

2. I promised my Mom i'd pay all her money that i owe her for buying my CD and clothes and stuff

3. Buy Abah his dinner as promised

4. Go to Aspen (hah!as if that is going to ever happen)

5. Start a wardrobe collection of shoes, shoes and shoes

6. Take my SSP girlfriends for a crazy trip (room, food, is all on me, babes!).Really Odah, i shall take you to a cheesecake festival. And Hana to an Elle factory, Dimmy to a boyband concert, Fatang to Bollywood, hehehehehe, yeah, Difad to..urmm, locker besar, hahahah, and the rest of the girls, i'll figure out where to take u guys.

7. Join the WWF (the wildlife thingy, okay, NOT wrestling). then again, do we actually have to pay for registration?

8. Get a pair of this really cool Lois Vuitton glasses i saw in the mag last time.

9. Chuck my old clothes wardrobe and get a new one

10. Buy a treadmill. although i particulary suspect it will be a place to gather dust than for me to lose weight.

okay, that's about it then. I'll probably think of what to do with my second paycheck next time. Although, Abah did bet me that i'll be asking him for a loan in no time after my first pay if i really am going to buy all those stuff above. okay, chauuu!!!

oh please..(eyes rolling)

hello world!! now today in our show, called the 'Jewish is out of Juices' show, we are going to share some of my favorite quotes that i have collected by many wise people that i have come across in my life!! so read the well and plant them in your brain, whether it's dumb or a super genius one, because u'll never know when they'll come in handy!

"when i get married, i want to be rich, in love and childless" -gabrielle solis, desperate housewives, aka my alter ego

"when one door closes, another door just slams into your face" -kate long, the bad mother's handbook

"when life gets hard on you, close that chapter and begin a new life with a piece of toblerone" -iklan toblerone

"why should i live up to other people's expectations except for my own?" -julia stiles, 10 things i hate about you

"only crazy people read blogs. only woderful people read my blogs" -amal nadiah, that girl who just gained weight in an attempt to become the walking beach ball

okay, thank you everyone. don't go away because after this commercial promoting the botox lift that could change you EXACTLY like michael jackson, we will be right back with some new topic about how you can kill your anemy by just using the Paris Hilton's new song because it sucks so much! stay tuned for more action!!